maggots on our love

you know, i dont mind....the maggots on our love
with all expectations left in the kitchen sink
we could have cleaned the dishes together
after all...i didn't mind cooking dinner
don't deny that it wasn't what you wanted
you'd have been just as happy with fucking fast food french fries.
well that's what you'll get
with those other whores.
i'll stay here where i'm happy,
i won't bother you anymore.
and the flies we've bred will die before i've cried.
hope you're happy.  goodbye.

human

hands...i am the master of beasts
under god....supposedly
my fate, more important than yours
anyone, dare to contest?
no. for my hands become fists.

gold, when she opens her mouth

she opens her mouth...
i stare in awe, as gold stumbles out
the sun roars through drizzling rain
all pain melts away
and i laugh so hard my insides hurt

a mistress midas that i can't touch
the winds of
my days take me... away
as i get farther
gold turns to grey

lioness
could I ever be your Androcles?

New Portraits!

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This photo was not taken using the multiple exposure technique.

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I'm trying to make the portraits more unique by using multiple exposure.  For these I took a roll of 200 film using fall as my subject.  I underexposed by 1 stop for most of the roll.  Then I reloaded the camera and shot the portraits of the children.

beautiful bulldozer brain (10.14.10)

i haven't been the same
since you got ahold of me
with your bulldozer brain
and your medicine mouth
you've plowed a path
straight through the shit
and your words in my head
i can't get them out.

i won't say that i fucked up
and i can take a hit
but when i hear certain songs
the thought of you fills my chest
and i think of the times when we got along
you set the standard for the rest.

i havent been the same
since you killed me with your kiss
i never really gave a grateful gaze
and honestly it wasn't all bliss
but you plowed a path
straight through the shit
and into my heart
I'd swear it was art
beautiful bulldozer brain.

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I still plan on making designs for these written pieces, but as of now circumstances are limiting the ways I can communicate digitally.